Stress.

Stress is something that i'm very familiar with.

Shoot, the first thing that should come to mind when my name is processed should be 'stressed'. Clarissa Stressed.

I have a problem dealing with stress, it's called extreme anxiety. I can't deal with it like normal people do. I have panic attacks, I get fatigued, I get encouraged to write blog posts... seriously.

The past three weeks have been STRESSFUL. I find myself having to please those around me and forgetting who I am. I have made mistakes, I'm not perfect, but i'm trying my best and those who count do not see it.

I'm really at a loss with what to do to manage my stress. Sleeping doesn't help.

I just want this to be over.

-C.